im in 5th year of high school and i really want to love maths but i struggle with it. My grade arent really good, im failing senior maths and its making me depressed...ect.

My parents tell me practise is everything but its hard to bring myself to face the books i have feel really anxious when i go to my maths book.

I really want to do well in maths since i want to be an astrophysician.

Any advice would be appreicated.